About

This blog is established to give myself the opportunity to be myself, to share my stories and experiences and to give you the advises I wished I was given.

Everything started when I was trying to either cover up my skin problems or I was trying to do my makeup for my first ballet performance.
I was standing in front of the mirror in the makeup room of National Ballet Theatre back in my country, getting ready. Everybody was nervous, running back and forth, stressed, rushed whilst I was sitting in my chair trying to do my makeup I didn’t feel or hear anything of this stressed atmosphere. I was in my own makeup bubble and this was making me even more relaxed.
That is when I understood this wasn’t only makeup for me, It wasn’t just a routine for making myself pretty or covering my acne, it was something more.

Something similar happened with my style. I was out shopping searching for something but never found it. I was already in the dancers field and I did have my personal tailor for my dance customes. I grabbed a pencil and started drawing some dresses, blouses and brought my models to the tailor and my models became real. And that was the moment I realised there was something different with me.

But not only with makeup and fashion I felt different. Everytime I was out with a lot of friends I’ve never been fully myself, which feels pretty shocking when I am writing it down at this moments, but this is the truth. I felt like myself only in my makeup bubble, only on the stage, only when I am creating my own style.

From being in the acrobatic field and moving to Professional Classical Ballet, going trough my addiction of makeup and fashion, to being a Finance student in the UK who came from a small unknown country, I am pretty sure I have somethings that I can share.